I Guide Creators and Change-Makers back to their Truth.

Through the wisdom of numbers, we uncover what’s already within you – and create from there.

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Hi, I'm Civan

My life looked solid from the outside – business success, structure even recognition.

But inside, I was drifting. Burned out. Disconnected from my own truth.

I lost my first son. I let go of a version of myself I no longer recognized. And then I started asking different questions.

Not “How do I fix this?” but:
“Who am I, really?”
“What actually matters?”

That’s when everything changed. I stopped performing, and started listening – to myself, to life, and Yes, to the numbers.
Because numbers don’t give answers. They hold mirrors.
And through them, I found my way back.

Now, I guide others who are ready to Return to what’s Real.

This Is for You, If You Are Here to Build Something Real

You’re not here to follow trends.
You’re here to create something that reflects who you truly are – but maybe the clarity is missing.

I work with Creators, Coaches and Change-Makers who feel the misalignment:
the success on the outside that doesn’t match the feeling inside.

Together, we uncover what’s true – so you can lead from it.

I use Tools like Numerology as a bridge between what you feel and what you need to understand.
Numbers help us name the unseen, clarify your patterns and reconnect you with the truth you already carry.

It’s not about prediction – it’s about Perspective.

“If you can see the pattern, and then understand the pattern – you can create your own pattern.”

Tony Robbins

The 3-Part Path: How We Work Together

Reflect

We start by understanding where you are – the stuck patterns, inner beliefs, or blind spots that hold you back.

Reveal

Through the language of numbers and radical honest conversation, we bring light to what’s hidden – your strengths, timing and core truths.

Reclaim

You leave with clarity, a grounded sense of direction, and the inner permission to move forward.

How to Work with Me

Individual Reading

Get clear on where you are and why. We’ll explore your Life Path and Personal Year to reconnect you with your truth and next steps.

Business Reading

Align your business with your deeper values. We uncover your core energies, strengths, and timing so you can grow from a place of clarity and purpose.

1:1 Coaching Journey

This is for those ready to go all in. A deeper container to transform your mindset, patterns, and identity – guided by numbers and radical honesty.

Strength in Numbers - Blog

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